We are now living a life of relative ease. For some reason that makes me uneasy. I have been talking to Kelly about this. It is not that we are depressed or anything, but just not so motivated to do much. Kelly is waiting to start a big new chapter in her life and, in a way, Lorena, Christian, and I are all in that same state. I am close to retirement with lots of interesting opportunities to do side stuff, but not enough to turn that into a real job yet. Christian is a few months away from Graduation as is Lorena. There are lots of things on which we can work, but it is hard to find the motivation. In the mean time, all of us (maybe not Christian) live in nice situations. I think I am going to try to push myself off center and start being motivated again. We will see how that goes.
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